Two long years
I just realized it’s been two years. Two years is a long time. It was this time two years ago that I was going to get married to Ex number 2. The first Saturday of swot vac. I still feel the hurt. More than is probably healthy.
Part of the reason for this is that I don’t know if she is still a Christian or not. I have doubts. The other reason is that she won’t talk to me at all. What hurts more is that she’s quite happy to talk to my friends especially recently. I still blame myself for the whole breakdown although blame was really shared. Even though I’ve apologized a thousand times it’d be great to smooth things over and talk.
For those who know E please pray for her that she is able to forgive me and find peace with God as her savior.
Part of the reason for this is that I don’t know if she is still a Christian or not. I have doubts. The other reason is that she won’t talk to me at all. What hurts more is that she’s quite happy to talk to my friends especially recently. I still blame myself for the whole breakdown although blame was really shared. Even though I’ve apologized a thousand times it’d be great to smooth things over and talk.
For those who know E please pray for her that she is able to forgive me and find peace with God as her savior.
posted by mike at 6:21 PM
6 Comments:
Will pray, she still pops into my head now and again, followed by prayer.
That's cute, your shrink... :)
If we calculate it, you owe me about $500 ;-)
Hey bro...
It's been 3 years now since the time I would have married no.4, about 4 since we broke up, and sometimes that pain still comes back to me. I've mostly come to terms with it, but it's part of who I am. I've got a note from her posted in my room, with a little post-it note to remind me to pray for her, because I know she's turned away.
Just wanted to say that I feel your pain, and saying a prayer for the whole deal right now.
- Seumas
Ugh! I can relate to this pain!
hang in their jollymeister
--Luke
Thanks for sharing this, Mike. I'll be praying for E.
i love you, michael
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